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          TAXI
Flash Fiction   
 

 

    The yellow cab swung up to the curb and stopped, in a perfect position for me to simply open the door and jump in. It’s nice when the driver does that; when you do not even have to take half a step from where you were standing.

 

    Today I was even more grateful than I usually would have been for this small, inconsequential act. Because today an oppressive grey sky sagged over the Manhattan skyscrapers, flooding the ravines between those concrete and glass cliffs with a consistent torrent of icy rain.The cabs seat was damp. In fact everything was damp, my suit, my shoes, and my face. Even my mood was damp.

 

   How was it possible that for all the work, all the effort, the late nights and early mornings I had put into this project could be dismissed on a whim? How could they just drop it like that? Inside I was furious.So I was going to the bar. I was going to have a drink, a few drinks, quite a few drinks. To be honest I was going to get myself shitfaced, stagger home and throw up over the cat.

 

    Only I did not have a cat, so the rug would have to suffice.

 

    The cab driver had been constantly jabbering on about something, football, baseball, the weather? Maybe about his sex life, and how he liked to cross dress and be called Mandy, but only on a Thursday night. I was so obsessed with my own depressive state that I had been totally oblivious to everything he had said during the short journey to Soho.All I recall is the drone of his voice and the squish of the tyres in the background of my thoughts, an accompanying the melody to my woes. I paid, got out the cab and walked into the bar.And that was it.

 

   That is all I recall of last night.

 

   This morning however presented itself with the evidence of drunkenness and debauchery.

 

   When I awoke and staggered to the bathroom, for a morning pee, the cat ran across the room. The cat I don’t have….didn’t have yesterday. It fur was matted and stank of stale vomit. That smell was slightly, only slightly less gross than the odour emanating from the bed sheets, which were piled to one side in a tussled heap.

 

    When I returned, intending to clamber back into bed and sleep my hangover off, I noticed a leg, a long, lithe female leg poking out from under the pile of bedding.Oh shit. Oh shit. What did I do? Did we have sex? Of course we did. Two drunk people in bed naked, wasn’t it inevitable? What would Anne say if she found out I fucked someone else? The engagement would be off that was for sure. But did we fuck? Was I too drunk? Was she? Who the hell was she? Where did she come from? I knew I was panicking.But I was not panicking as much right then as I was when I pulled the sheet back and found that this leg belonged to a dead body.

 

   A blood covered body of a young blond girl. Oh fuck, oh fucking fuckerty fuck.My heart was pounding, trying to escape from my chest by smashing through my ribs.

 

   My hangover had miraculously abated and had been replaced by a spinning sensation in my brain, and a sickening pain in my stomach.The one good thing about losing the hangover so fast, and gaining some semblance of clarity, was that I realised that it was not my cat. I had not puked over the cat I never had. This was not my apartment.

 

   I dressed as quickly as possible, still forcing my feet into my shoes and zipping my fly, as I grabbed my briefcase from the chest top and left that room as fast as I could. Trying to walk calmly, just in case anybody saw me leaving.Walking few streets away, so to be far from that gruesome scene as possible, I hailed a cab.

 

   The yellow cab swung up to the curb and stopped, in a perfect position for me to simply open the door and jump in. It’s nice when the driver does that; when you do not even have to take half a step from where you were standing.

Shake me,

Shake me from this slumber

Scream at my soul,

Help me,

For I have not forgotten.

 

My days are grey, blighted

Sunless and joyless,

Shades of monotony

Smothering my heart

Help me regain the light. 

 

Awaken my senses,

My passion,

For life, for myself,

For love, for you

For I have not forgotten.

 

I still love you, baby.

    Books, novels, novellas, whatever term you use it does not really matter. Neither does it matter, in this instance, if you are reading a hard cover book, a paperback or even an e-reader. Because this post is about the story that lays within, not the format, or the genre classification of book.

 

    The story is a wonderful gift, a plot of dirty deeds or raunchy romance, death and detection, love and betrayal. But as a reader have you to considered how the author weaves such magic in a way that draws you into this fantasy, deep into this netherworld of imagination?

 

    Have you wondered how you, a regular, normal person can be transported into the past, or to a tropical paradise, or even flung far into the future, possibly into a world where dragons and myth are real?

 

    Whether you are laying on a recliner by the pool, soaking up the sun at the beach, or simply curled up in your armchair at home, a book is a magical portal, a gateway to another life through which you can escape the humdrum of everyday tasks, at least for a while.

   

    When you immerse yourself into a story the mundane evaporates, disappears into the shadows of forgotten responsibilities, while you become absorbed into your own private world, a world that no other person can ever become part of.

 

    Now you may find my last statement somewhat beguiling.

 

   Why would I say that no other person could possibly enter the same world as you? After all you are reading just one copy, a single edition of a book. Clearly many others are reading, or have read the same story? Therefore they too must be in, or have visited, this fantastical world you now find yourself in?

 

    Wrong.

 

    Unlike watching the television, a downloaded video, or visiting the cinema where you sit with family and friends watching precisely the same action, hearing the same sounds and voices together, a book is a far more personal experience. It is a unique individual encounter.

 

    Allow me if you will to explain.

 

    When you read a story your eyes will be scanning the chains of words that have been sequenced by the author. Yet it is not the author that is telling you the story. It is not these chains of words, mere ink blobs on the pages, that paint the pictures in your mind which lead you from one scene to another. For between those words and you there lies an invisible entity, and here lies the first of the true magic of a book.

 

    Wonderful plays and fantastic films work from the basis of good and creative script writing, however assisting the scriptwriters to deliver the words to an audience, in a manner the will capture their attention, are the actors and actresses.

 

    The ability to deliver a speech or to convey dialogue convincingly is a wonderful skill. Alas, no book has the benefit of actors strutting the boards of those flimsy paper pages.

 

   What a book does have is the invisible entity that I mentioned earlier. A book has narrative. The narrative is, in simple terms, the style in which the author has written.

 

    Without becoming too technical, I am writing this in a style that is far removed from that which I am using to write the novel I am currently working on. The way that you are reading this is the way I have deliberately formatted my narration. In this instance as if I am speaking, talking directly to you, personally.

 

    I hope I have explained that clearly?

 

   The second reason that reading a book is such a personal experience is, that as you read your mind creates a world so real and so detailed, and in such a subjective form, that it is only possible for it to exist in your own imagination.

 

   Take a simple statement: The long black sedan drew up to the pavement outside the hotel.

 

   Simple, yes?

 

   If it were a film I would agree because we would have both seen the same car, drive up to the same hotel, from the same direction, in the same weather conditions, at the same time if day….same….same…same.

 

   However, when you are absorbed into the storyline of a book, you have to create that car, imagine which direction it is driving, how the daylight reflects from its bodywork as it drives under the portico of the main entrance….oh wait, your hotel did not have a portico? And it was not in a city centre…that’s ok, because that is your story.

 

    In mine it was so, the car was a stretched Lincoln continental, what was it in yours? What time of day did you create for your story? So now you are beginning to understand the true magic of a well written story, the amazing mystical power of narration. That is why I love the written word, fictional tales. I love books above any other form of media for regaling a story.

 

    That is why I love to write.

 

 

 

Shake Me
Poetry
The Secret Entity
Ramblings from a Writers Mind

SHOWCASE

 

This page offers a small selection of my Poetry and Writings, including a sample of 'Ramblings from a Writers Mind', &'Flash Fiction'.

 

I am as a child in a field of flowers,

A scented meadow of coloured blooms.

Each one on option to touch or pick.

But when I centre on one, yet another looms.

 

A thousand dainty butterflies,

Flitting with painted wings

Are flying inside my head,

They’re undecided notions, and silly little things.

 

I am without a basket

To place my flowers in

And to catch a painted butterfly,

Surly that’s a sin?

 

So through this meadow I shall stroll,

And wonder at the vision,

As for deciding what I’ll do,

Well, that’s just another decision?

 

So in my meadow I shall stay,

Watching the butterflies flutter past,

And to see those flowers growing,

Maybe I’ll choose something, eventually, at last?   

 

In the Field of Indecision

Poetry

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